Now is when you start wondering why you didn’t realize before how much you were hurting me with your way of being, why you were not able to perceive that I was not smiling, that practically I told you nothing.
You said you realized that you really had dedicated to ignore me, by locking up yourself in your world, and when I wanted to be close you just pushed me thousand times away, and when you wanted to go back, you realized you had lost me. You wanted to hold me, but you found out that the way I looked at you had changed and that all the love I felt for you ran away.
Now you say you are sorry, because you were not able to understand what you understand today, that I was special for you, and that your blindness didn’t allow you seeing that all the time you were letting me for later.
Stupid ego
