I JUST WANT...

... someone to understand me, when no words are spoken.

DIFFERENCES

I think sometimes we don’t understand our way of being, especially when we are apart.

In my case there are some days in which I feel a big need to be close to you, and feel that despite the distance you are with me. Due to our situation the only way I can feel you like that is in the days I talk to you and I guess sometimes I'm not in the mood to bear your silence or lack of interest to talk.

That’s way there are some days in which I am more vulnerable to your silence and indifference, and not knowing how to deal with that situation, I express my feelings in a different way, for example, I can make you feel that I want you to be away, when what I really need is to feel you close.

Sadly, after these situations we begin to have a war of egos, and pride prevails and I hate that part.

We both have to learn: “Love me when I least deserve it, because that's when I really need it.”

Postscript: Why do you like to disappear as if the earth had swallowed you?

DO YOU?

I guess sometimes I expect more than you can offer me, and sometimes I want you to be different. But, if I want to be with you, I’m the one who has to understand that “amar no es solamente querer, es sobre todo comprender”.

Do you understand me?