LIFE IS A DREAM

I dream that I am here
of these imprisonments charged,
and I dreamed that in another state
happier I saw myself.
What is life? A frenzy.
What is life? An illusion,
A shadow, a fiction,
And the greatest profit is small;
For all of life is a dream,
And dreams, are nothing but dreams.

Pedro Calderón de la Barca

HOLA

Today I was taking a look to my blog and I read some of the posts I wrote some time ago. My words made me remember the way I was feeling, because a lot of my writings reflected the melancholy, the sadness, the despair, the anger, the confusion that my soul, my heart and my head were having.

I guess nowadays I see things with a different mirror, because I feel much better.

I’m glad I create this small world in which I found wonderful people that little by little became part of my life. Thanks to all of you, for having some time to leave me a comment. All your comments were and are so important for me.

I’m not saying good bye, because this little nightmare (LettyLup) will continue here, but I won’t write so often, because sometimes there is no time to do it.

Warm regards,

LettyLup

RECLAMO

Te sentí cerca de mí
acaricié tu tersa mano
Tú estabas lejos de aquí
tu pensamiento era lejano.

Te estreche contra mi pecho
y así tímido en el lecho arcano.

Disfrutas las lisonjas de la vida
a la soledad reclamas tus derechos
y a mi amor que te brindo sin medida
le niegas sin razón sus hechos.

Deja ya tu quimera vana
de la realidad busca el ensueño
que la vida es hoy no mañana.

Ramón MacKinney

WONDERING

Someone said: "At the moment I´m wondering if you’re still being my present, if you will be my future or even if you already are part of my past".

Should I continue with you or should I tell you "adios"?

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CAVILACIONES

Sometimes is better to leave a text in it original language, because in that way it keeps all the original sense. Hope you enjoy the following text.

A veces quisiera abrir
ese corazón de roca…
remontarme en tu historia
y en tu pensamiento hurgar.

Quisiera pronto aclarar
nuestro tormentoso valle
y que nuestra noche estalle
en luces de mil colores, sin parar.

Que no exista la tristeza,
que todo sea insolación
el pasado del fantasma haga ficción
que muera el recuerdo por nobleza.

Y que Dios con su belleza,
nos una bajo su mar,
nos tome con su mano
para enseñarnos a amar.

Ramón MacKinney

I DON´T WANNA BE...

Feel the beat now.

FALL IN LOVE WITH

Fall in love with a person who can love you and wait for you, with a person who can understand you even, in madness; with a person who can help you and lead you, with a person who can be your support, your hope, your everything.

Fall in love with a person who doesn’t betray you, with a person who can be faithful and dream with you. Fall in love with a person who thinks about you, about your face, about your spirit. But, not with a person who thinks in your body or in your possessions.

Fall in love with a person who can wait until the end. With the person you chose and not with the one you expect.

Fall in love with a person who can feel your sadness, and can smile and laugh close to you.

With a person who can dry your tears, who can be happy with your achievements, who can give you strength after a failure.

Fall in love with a person that goes back to you despite any problem.
Fall in love with a person who knows how to be a good partner, who knows how to respect your goals and dreams.

Don’t fall in love with love; fall in love with a person who is in love with you

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GOODBYE

I hope you find somebody who will love you like I do, 'cause I would lay your body down and rock your tears away, but it's much too late for now to be like yesterday

And the time is running out and we still have to say goodbye.

BACK TO REALITY

Have you heard that best things happen when you don't expect them?

For a long time my fantasy was to find someone like you, and I didn't know if you existed but suddenly I started having like a kind of presentiment because little by little I was able to feel you and until certain point I was able to see you. Since that moment I started waiting in silence for you. Two and a half years ago you showed up into my life to make me feel happy, to make me feel strong, to make me feel complete.

Of course there are some moments in which I wonder if this is worthwhile, because we have a big problem the distance, but later when I'm with you I say without any hesitation that is worth and that I'm going to do as much as possible to be with you.

Today I have to go back home and it's hard not to feel sad because I'm going to start missing you and again I will have the same feeling I always have any time I'm away from you “feeling that I am living, feeling that I am enjoying but at the same time feeling hollow cause I don't have you close to me”.

With love,

LettyLup

WHEN I´M WITH YOU

Today while I was walking it the street I was thinking that some persons can show up into our lives and they can caught our attention, but suddenly we realized that they are not what we expect. But, there are some other times in which you say he or she is the person I want to be with, how do you know it? Is hard to explain, is just a feeling that you have with his presence, with the look in his eyes, with the way of his smile.

The moment I saw you
that’s when I knew
I feel it when I'm with you

PostScript

For me there´s no distance too far and you are the only one that still makes feel like home and at the moment I still want you in my life

SADNESS

I can not define the feeling I´m having right now, perhaps I am sad after listening that, today was going to be the last time I was going to see you, ’cause you have to go to other place, and I can not deny it, it was a kind of shock to know it.

It was a strange feeling ’cause I just saw you four times but since the first time I felt attracted to you because of the sensuality of your dancing. I´m sure I will keep in my memories that sweet pleasure you made me feel and the chance I had today to dance with you.

“Face of a child but soul of a man”.

SOUL OF A MAN

I saw you at the distance dancing and enjoying the music; I can not deny it, it was a sweet pleasure to observe the sensuality and the confidence you showed on each of your movements. You seduced me when I realized that you have the face of a child but the soul of a man.

THINK ABOUT IT

My friend after we talked, I´ve been thinking that perhaps now you don´t appreciate the person that is and wants to be close to you, because you know you have her and you know she feels something for you. But have you ever thought that she can get bore and tell you “That´s it! I´m tired of your way of being, of your silence. I deserve a better person”. I think she has an idea that you feel something for her, but don´t you think it will much better if you let her know at least one time what does she mean for you?.

As Borges said “With time you will learn that try to forgive or to ask for forgiveness, say that you love, say that you miss, say that you need, say that you want to be a friend, in front of a tomb, has no sense. But unfortunately only with time”.

Think about it. I know she is not perfect, and I guess that until this time nobody has understood you as she does. She loves you and accepts you just in the way you are.

So don´t be afraid to say or show what you feel, because is better to make the effort to open your heart today instead of saying tomorrow “If I had”.

2008

My best wishes for you in this 2008.

HAPPY NEW YEAR TO YOU!!