GOODBYE

I hope you find somebody who will love you like I do, 'cause I would lay your body down and rock your tears away, but it's much too late for now to be like yesterday

And the time is running out and we still have to say goodbye.

BACK TO REALITY

Have you heard that best things happen when you don't expect them?

For a long time my fantasy was to find someone like you, and I didn't know if you existed but suddenly I started having like a kind of presentiment because little by little I was able to feel you and until certain point I was able to see you. Since that moment I started waiting in silence for you. Two and a half years ago you showed up into my life to make me feel happy, to make me feel strong, to make me feel complete.

Of course there are some moments in which I wonder if this is worthwhile, because we have a big problem the distance, but later when I'm with you I say without any hesitation that is worth and that I'm going to do as much as possible to be with you.

Today I have to go back home and it's hard not to feel sad because I'm going to start missing you and again I will have the same feeling I always have any time I'm away from you “feeling that I am living, feeling that I am enjoying but at the same time feeling hollow cause I don't have you close to me”.

With love,

LettyLup

WHEN I´M WITH YOU

Today while I was walking it the street I was thinking that some persons can show up into our lives and they can caught our attention, but suddenly we realized that they are not what we expect. But, there are some other times in which you say he or she is the person I want to be with, how do you know it? Is hard to explain, is just a feeling that you have with his presence, with the look in his eyes, with the way of his smile.

The moment I saw you
that’s when I knew
I feel it when I'm with you

PostScript

For me there´s no distance too far and you are the only one that still makes feel like home and at the moment I still want you in my life

SADNESS

I can not define the feeling I´m having right now, perhaps I am sad after listening that, today was going to be the last time I was going to see you, ’cause you have to go to other place, and I can not deny it, it was a kind of shock to know it.

It was a strange feeling ’cause I just saw you four times but since the first time I felt attracted to you because of the sensuality of your dancing. I´m sure I will keep in my memories that sweet pleasure you made me feel and the chance I had today to dance with you.

“Face of a child but soul of a man”.

SOUL OF A MAN

I saw you at the distance dancing and enjoying the music; I can not deny it, it was a sweet pleasure to observe the sensuality and the confidence you showed on each of your movements. You seduced me when I realized that you have the face of a child but the soul of a man.

THINK ABOUT IT

My friend after we talked, I´ve been thinking that perhaps now you don´t appreciate the person that is and wants to be close to you, because you know you have her and you know she feels something for you. But have you ever thought that she can get bore and tell you “That´s it! I´m tired of your way of being, of your silence. I deserve a better person”. I think she has an idea that you feel something for her, but don´t you think it will much better if you let her know at least one time what does she mean for you?.

As Borges said “With time you will learn that try to forgive or to ask for forgiveness, say that you love, say that you miss, say that you need, say that you want to be a friend, in front of a tomb, has no sense. But unfortunately only with time”.

Think about it. I know she is not perfect, and I guess that until this time nobody has understood you as she does. She loves you and accepts you just in the way you are.

So don´t be afraid to say or show what you feel, because is better to make the effort to open your heart today instead of saying tomorrow “If I had”.

2008

My best wishes for you in this 2008.

HAPPY NEW YEAR TO YOU!!

HEY YOU

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Please don’t ask me about the decisions my heart could have, ’cause at the moment I don’t even know them, it still confuse. Right now, I just want to live and enjoy the present I’m living.

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But if you ask me about today, without any hesitation I can say... I want him to be part of my life.

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FRACTUS

This time I’m going to change a little bit the main structure of this space posting this video that contains one of the things that have caught my attention.

NO CLUE

I’ve been trying to find out the reason why I wanted to be with you, or should I say the reason why I want to be with you, if we are completely different:

I am affectionate --- You are cold
I am emotional --- You are emotionless
I am visceral --- You are rational
I am dreamy --- You are realistic
I am impulsive --- You are cautious

At the moment I don’t have an answer I just can say “perhaps it is due to the fact that our differences make us complement each other”.

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UPDATE

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Why do we look for each other? It is a habit?

STRAIGHT TO NUMBER ONE

Touch and go...
..........................To number one

http://www.goear.com/listen.php?v=4fe5073

QUOTE

"Sex is the consolation you have when you can't have love"

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Gabriel García Márquez

GLORY BOX

Give me a reason to love you
Give me a reason to be a woman

MY FRIEND

My friend, I am not what I seem. My appearance is but a garment I wear, a carefully woven garment that protects me from your questioning and it protects you from my negligence.

The "I" in me, my friend, dwells in the house of silence, and there in it shall remain for ever more, unperceived, unapproachable.

You should not believe in what I say nor trust in what I do, for my words are your own thoughts, made sound, and my actions, your own hopes made actions.

When you say: "The wind blows eastward", I say: “Aye it does blow eastward"; because I do not want you to know that my mind does not dwell upon the wind but upon the sea.

You can not understand my seafaring thoughts, and I do not want it to happen. I prefer to be alone at the sea.

When it is day for you, my friend, it is night for me; yet even then I speak of the noontide that dances upon the hills and of the purple shadow that steals its way across the valley; because you can not hear the songs of my darkness nor see my wings beating against the stars and I am not interested that you hear or see what happens in me. I prefer to be alone with night.

When you ascend to your heaven, I descend to my hell. Even then you call me across the impassable gulf that separate us: "My companion!, My comrade!", and I answer you: "My companion!, My comrade!" because I do not want you to see my hell: the flames would burn your eyesight and the smoke would suffocate you. I like my hell; I love it until the point that I prevent you to visit it. I prefer to be alone in it.

You love the truth, the beauty and the right, me, so as to please you, I say it is fine and I feign to love these things. But in the bottom of my heart I laugh at your love for these things. However, I do not let you to see my laughter. I prefer to laugh alone.

My friend, you are noble, cautious and wise; even more: you are perfect. In my case, I speak with you wisely and cautiously, but... I am mad. But I mask my madness. I prefer to be mad alone.

My friend, you are not my friend, but how shall I make you understand it? My path is not your path; however, we walk together, with our hands taken.

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Kalil Gibran

REASONS

In our last conversation you said something that reminded me this phrase “You presume to know everything about me because you saw a painting of mine”.

In this case you didn’t see a painting of mine, actually you read something I wrote and you thought my words were dedicated to a person and because of that you presume to know the way I was feeling.

My dear friend, if I write about happiness, love, melancholy, emotions… that’s for sure I have reasons to do it, but it doesn’t imply that my words were writing because I was thinking about someone; actually there are a lot of situations could make you write that way.

Perhaps my friend, some other day I will write again, something for that someone I consider or considered “my special person”.

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Image: http://eldoctorhache.wordpress.com/tag/pintura/

WITHOUT YOU

My pillow gazes upon me at night
Empty as a gravestone;
I never thought it would be so bitter
To be alone,
Not to lie down asleep in your hair.
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I lie alone in a silent house,
The hanging lamp darkened,

And gently stretch out my hands

To gather in yours,

And softly press my warm mouth

Toward you, and kiss myself, exhausted and weak-

Then suddenly I'm awake

And all around me the cold night grows still.

The star in the window shines clearly-

Where is your blond hair,

Where is your sweet mouth?
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Now I drink pain in every delight

And poison in every wine;

I never knew it would be so bitter

To be alone,

Alone, without you.

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Herman Hess

MUST BE

...Honest

................Intelligent

..................................Ambitious

....................................................Cheerful

....................................................................Romantic

......................................................................................Sensual

.....................................................................................................Sexual

..................................................................................................................Seductive...

NEAR AND FAR

I’m in love with you… but, you only see me like a friend and it drives me crazy, because my proximity to you allows me to caress your face, to clasp you in my arms, to touch your hand… but suddenly, I realize that at the same time, we are far away and that distance is the one that doesn’t allow me to tell you what I feel for you.

You are so close but at the same time you are so far from me.


There is any special reason for my words; I guess is common to fall in love with one your best friends. Don’t you think so?

FED UP

I’m fed up not only with your silence, with your hesitation, with your loneliness...


Also I’m fed up with your feelings, with your illusions, with your wait...

Today, am I fed with you or am I fed up with myself?

UPDATE: is not about me.

www,lacoctelera.com/myfiles/mariposa

WANTED

Some days ago I was listening on the radio a conversation in which men and women were saying that nowadays is getting a little bit difficult to find a partner; the participants were saying that it could be due to changes on people’s priorities ’cause during a long period most of the people are focus on studying, on having a good job, on making money, on travelling, on having fun and on keeping their independency.

Nobody disagree with the fact that all those things are really good to look for, and someone said that precisely those facts make us become more selective therefore is difficult to find a person who fulfils all the characteristics we are looking for.

What do you think about it?