SOMETHING MAGICAL

It was only you and I, talking and laughing about everything, the tranquility of your place made us forgot about words, about time, about everything. Suddenly, we were sitting right there, just looking each other......You started touching my hair and caressing my face. Inevitably, that silence and proximity, caused that our mouths started enjoying the softness and humidity of our lips. By inertia, we began to caress and our hands little by little were removing all those obstacles we had so as to discover our skin….

….It was magical, ´cause we started being two and we ended being one.

SILENCE

...We were both silent, each waiting for the other to speak, but speech is not the only means of understanding between two souls. It is not the syllables that come from the lips and tongues that bring hearts together.

There is something greater and purer than what the mouth utters. Silence illuminates our souls, whispers to our hearts, and brings them together. Silence separates us from ourselves, makes us sail the firmament of spirit, and brings us closer to Heaven; it makes us feel that bodies are no more than prisons and that this world is only a place of exile...

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From: Broken Wings

Written by Kahlil Gibran

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FOR MY SPECIAL PERSON

I don’t know if you will read this entry, anyways this is for you.


Do you remember these words?

When I first saw you I already knew, there was something inside of you, something I thought that I would never find, angel of mine. How you changed my world you'll never know I'm different now, you helped me grow...

Now, the chapter of our story has been closed, and in spite of it, I still feel something for you (perhaps not with the same intensity I used to feel) but I know is not enough, because our growing apart has been inevitable.

I’m not pretending to be sentimental, but I know that despite other persons will come along, you will always have a special place in my memories and in my life.

Happy Birthday!

I WANT YOU TO...

Kiss me,

.............Hug me,

...........................Touch me, and

.................................................. Make me tremble once again.

IF I WAS

Sometimes at night I start thinking………

If I could have just one wish I'd wish that you were mine, so I would hold you near and kiss away all those tears.

I wish I could reach out and feel you right beside me, and take you in my arms and scream I love you right out loud. But, that's just not meant to be ’cause I’m not the one who is in your life, and I’m not the one who is sharing your nights.

I wish I could be the one in your life.

Modified from "If I was the one"

SO HARD

By accident I heard part of a conversation between two girls. One of them was feeling so confused and some questions were passing through her mind, like:

How long does it take to forget a person who has been so important in your life?

When and how will I know I’m ready to have a new relationship?

It’s a difficult situation.

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WITH YOU...

...I want to exchange a kiss for a smile, a silence for a sigh, a caress for a desire, a passion for a love…a life for one I Love You.

NOW...

Is useless to feign.... You have become the eternal ghost who lives in my memory.

NIGHT SESSIONS

This music makes my mind to create some scenery about a nice evening. Right now I wish I could be drinking some wine in a nice place and having good conversation with the person I like, and as a perfect complement candle’s light.

IF YOU FORGET ME

I want you to know
one thing.

You know how this is:
if I look
at the crystal moon, at the red branch
of the slow autumn at my window,
if I touch
near the fire
the impalpable ash
or the wrinkled body of the log,
everything carries me to you,
as if everything that exists,
aromas, light, metals,
were little boats
that sail
toward those isles of yours that wait for me.

Well, now,
if little by little you stop loving me
I shall stop loving you little by little.

If suddenly
you forget me
do not look for me,
for I shall already have forgotten you.

If you think it long and mad,
the wind of banners
that passes through my life,
and you decide
to leave me at the shore
of the heart where I have roots,
remember
that on that day,
at that hour,
I shall lift my arms
and my roots will set off
to seek another land.

But
if each day,
each hour,
you feel that you are destined for me
with implacable sweetness,
if each day a flower
climbs up to your lips to seek me,
ah my love, ah my own,
in me all that fire is repeated,
in me nothing is extinguished or forgotten,
my love feeds on your love, beloved,
and as long as you live it will be in your arms
without leaving mine.

Pablo Neruda

QUESTION

Some days ago I had an interesting girl’s talk with one of my friends, and as you can imagine a lot of things came up in our conversation. And, there was something she said that made have a slightly dilemma “There are some moments in life in which I wonder, what will be much easier to love or to forget somebody?”

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What do you think about it?

TIRED OF BEING SORRY

Maybe you were right
But baby I was lonely
I don't want to fight
I'm tired of being sorry

HAVE YOU EVER BEEN .. ....?

In the morning light
Half awake and half a sleep
Have you ever laid there thinking?
Was it all a dream?
But you reach out and he’s there
Every moment, everywhere
Have you ever been in love?

Have you ever felt?
How far a heart can fall
Have you ever stayed up waiting?
For a telephone call
Just to hear him say hello
’Cause you miss each other so
Have you ever been in love?

Have there been times to laugh
And times you really want to cry
Finding reasons to believe him
’Cause you’d die a little if he lied
And when in times of doubt
Have you ever tried to work it out?
But still he leaves you wondering
What it’s all about?

And when he is far away
Have you ever felt the need to stray?
And tried and then discovered
It just doesn’t pay
’Cause with him, you can be true
And with him, you can be you
Have you ever been in love?

And when the night comes down
Can you call your house a home?
Do you dream you’re still together?
And wake up alone
Have you ever been in love?
The way that I’m in love
Have you ever been in love?

by Westlife

NEW YEAR

Another year has gone, and it took all good and bad moments we lived. But, a new year is going to begin.

This event for some people is no more than a change of a calendar but, for others the New Year symbolizes the beginning of a better tomorrow, so that means we will have the possibility to fulfill some of our dreams, to accomplish some of our resolutions and also we will have the possibility to look for that something that could make us feel complete, and that’s for sure that during our search we will have love, happiness, sadness, encounters, absences, tears and laughs.

The most important here is; to continue trying to accomplish our goals and continue believing in our dreams.

Happy New Year!!!!

WHY MEN LOVE BITCHES

We all know the meaning of bitch, so you may think Why Men Love Bitches (por qué los hombres aman a las cabronas) is a derogative title, but is not, actually that title belongs to a book written by Sherry Argov, and it is a simple and humoristic woman’s guide to holding her own in a relationship, it is organized into ten chapters with 100 “Attraction Principals”.

This book isn’t about how to play or how to manipulate someone; it is about the attitude girls should have so as to stop being a nice girl and then become a new and improve bitch.

According to Sherry there are two kind of girls the ones that are TOO nice and bitches, now you may wonder, how can I know if I am a nice girl or a bitch?

Let’s meet the nice girl…..

I guess everybody knows a nice girl, she is the kind woman who will overcompensate, giving everything to a man, without him having to invest much in the relationship, also she is the woman who gives blindly because she wants more of her attentions to be reciprocated and she is the woman who goes along with what she thinks her man will like or want, so that means she is too willing to accommodate and please a man, because she thinks that’s the best way to bring his love, but at the end that attitude leads a man to see her like a desperate or like a needy woman.

So at the end a nice girl will start feeling miserable and will start complaining about her relationship but she won’t say a peep and she will want to talk about the situation they are living without having the answer she was expecting.

Now let’s meet a bitch

At the beginning of chapter ten Sherry gives a new definition of the term bitch.

A bitch is a woman who won’t bang her head against the wall obsessing over someone else’s opinion – be it a man or anyone else in her life. She understands that if someone does not approve of her, it’s just one person’s opinion; therefore, it’s of no real importance. She doesn’t try to live up to anyone else’s standards – only her own.

In other words a bitch is the kind of girl who keeps her independency, who doesn’t chases a man, who has some mystery, a girl who doesn’t allow a man to see her having a bad moment, a girl who has the control of her time and feelings. And if she complains about something or someone, she will say plenty of peeps and if she sees the relationship is not worthwhile she will say no more.

So, as you can see the main difference between a nice girl and a bitch is the attitude each one has.

I want to finish this entry saying:

“Just remember: is not about a man, is your life and it has a big value so as to be wasted. Do things only if you see they are convenient for you, especially about your options and the one you let be close to you. It will give you better utility, especially on dignity department. So never ask for affection, if he does not correspond you, stop giving him affection and stop insisting”.

Post Script

I don’t want to sound like a feminist person, but is a nice feeling to be a bitch; ’cause that means you are a Babe In Total Control of Herself.

UPDATE

When I started reading this book I was slightly skeptical, because I didn’t have idea what I was going to find, but little by little it was calling my attention ’cause it has some helpful advices, but some others are not really good at all. Actually, I’m not saying to apply the whole book on your personal life, ’cause that will be kind of silly. Since my point of view there should be a balance between being a nice girl and a bitch.

WHAT MAKES....?

During life, love could leave a big mark in memories, in hopes, in feelings.

I was remembering that some months ago, a girl was thinking “This isn't a goodbye, even as I watch him leave, this isn't a goodbye”, and she was not able to forget and his absences was hurting her a lot. For her not only days but also nights were so long, because she was not able to be close to him and due to that she was feeling her soul so sad and so cold. She was trying to hide with a smile the way she was feeling, but I’m sure when no one could see her, tears were always filling her eyes.

After that, I started wondering, what makes a person so right? And how and when do you decide he is the dream that you seek?

DO NOT....

During my personal and professional life, I have been having successes, but also I have found adversities, and of course they make me feel a little bit frustrated but, precisely those obstacles and mistakes are the ones who make me learn and the ones who make me know I have a new beginning and a reason to start something new, also are the ones who make me think that perhaps my “destiny” has a better idea for me and that I should keep on trying.

ALTHOUGH..

Although we haven’t been in touch for a while and everything has finished between us, I still remember how it feels to be with you, ’cause my mind has kept all that happiness I used to feel any time I was close to you, and all those emotions my body used to feel any time you touched me, any time you kissed me, any time you held me and any time you loved me.

Now, those days are gone and I know there are no roads to take so as to turn back time. But I wish I could do it, so that I can be one more time right beside you.

POSSIBLE OR IMPOSSIBLE

The internet has been a revolutionary tool that has changed our lives in a big way, ’cause we can use it, either at home for personal or at work for professional usages. Is quite normal that many people spend part of their day on internet, and they use this kind of medium to get any kind of information. That’s for sure whatever you are looking for you will find it. So, is it possible to find your soul mate and true love in cyberspace?

I think is possible, but I bet is a challenge to do it. I mean you can talk with different kind of people and you can start feeling attracted to a person just by his way of writing, thinking or speaking and I guess that is good beginning. So next step will be to see how he looks like, so you know the person by either cam or picture and perhaps at the same time you can be listening to his voice and all those factors may let you think you will like to know him. So after being talking for a while both may decide is time to know each other, so you have a date.

Since my point of view that will be the hardest part, first ’cause for some people the computer makes them have more self confidence, and in the other hand what if he is not what you expected or what if you don’t feel that chemical or sexual attraction. I mean, things may change.

Anyways, I think to date someone you know in the internet is a challenge, and I guess it will be a good experience. So if you are looking for someone in cyberspace keep on that, who knows probably you, will find your true love.

Possible or impossible, what do you think about it?

I STILL

Who are you now?
are you still the same,
Or did you change somehow?
What do you do?
At this very moment, when I think of you
and when I’m looking back
How we were young and stupid.
Do you remember that?
I Can’t deny it
Just can’t let you go.

Now look at me
Instead of moving on, I refuse to see
That I’m keep coming back
And I’m stuck in a moment
That wasn’t meant to last.

I tried to fight it
Can’t deny it
You don’t even know that
I still need you
I still care about you
Though everything’s been said and done
I still feel you
Like I’m right beside you
But still no word from you.

This lyrics made me remember that I’ve been on that situation. Now I´m wondering If I still.